I keep changing my icon on here cx I think I’m happy with the little birds for now maybe… I could change it again soon. 

wow… so I haven’t been on here in a while. I’m still here and all just haven’t felt like getting on this account much.

Okay so I have been going through a difficult situation won’t go into detail about it. Well last night and this morning it seems like the Lord has perhaps give me insight on these tough situations that we all go through. Which is amazing! Last night I know only the Lord could have allowed me to think this out of the blue, but this situation will turn around and be for God’s glory. That thought alone just helped me so very much. Kind of renewed my hope that this all will somehow turn around. And this morning I was thinking what if we all had good situations? What if nothing bad ever happened to us? Would we even rely on the Lord then? I am not so sure we would. Perhaps the reason we get these difficult/tough situations in life is so we will turn the Lord. So we will rely on Him, trust in Him, have faith enough to know this will get better.To know He has such greater plans than the situation we are on. It’s only a mountain it’s something that can be overcome but by no means by ourself. We can’t do anything on our own we need to rely completely on the Lord. I think this is why some situations are given to us even if they seem really bad. Maybe it’s so we will rely on the Lord completely and fully. <3

I think I shall read Ecclesiastes tomorrow c: I just feel like I need to read that particular book.

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Sooo we had a thunderstorm this morning and it was veryy loud … I remembered I really, really don’t like thunderstorms cx 

I haven’t really been getting on this account but was dealing with some things. Things we all go through but something that can always be overcome with the Lord <3 c: Soo maybe I’ll be on know I hope anyhow. 

So the past few days I’ve just been struggling with some stuff… If you guys could pray for me that would be wonderful. <3

So I’m watching this show call the universe and it talks about planets and stars and stuff which I like c: But it always starts out in the beginning was darkness and then a bang…. or something like that cx And I’m always like ‘nooo in the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God’ … yep fighting with a tv show every time it shows its intro cx But it’s interesting it was talking about the outer planets I like space stuff cx

Isn’t it amazing when you can feel the presence of God? To feel that joy that only He can give you, that pure joy. When you feel that how can one not worship our Lord? It can be a bit overwhelming and often makes me cry, a good cry, and I can’t stop smiling. He is so good to us more than we realize, I think. I just love God so much but I know my love is so small, so very tiny compared to the great love He has for me and everyone. His love is overwhelming, God is overwhelming He gives us so many good things, He gave up everything for us, so we could be with Him, have a personal and intimate relationship with us. I could just go on and on about Him. How precious He thinks we are, how beautiful we are to Him, how loved we are by Him, how He knows us so well. All these things and I know we are so unworthy of this, we are all sinners, we could do nothing to deserve what God has given us. But He has given us this because of His great love, His great compassion, His great mercy, we can even call ourselves children of God. How powerful is that? I am a Child of God, I am loved by God, I am beautiful to God. Just saying those things out loud such power there seems to be when you really realize that.